Back in Spain

We're back from Texas. For those of you who didn't even know we were gone I will give a better update of the past 20 days soon. It's been a stressful month, but we're still a happy and thankful family. I took very few photos, but I did take some that I'll probably post.

While we were in Texas I got the call that my Aunt Vita passed away (on Monday the 23rd). Her painful battle with cancer is finally over. She passed in her sleep after a few very rough days. I'm glad she's not hurting anymore, but we're all really going to miss her. The funeral was today in Ohio. I've been thinking of her and her family (my family) all week. I might write more about that later, but honestly I just don't feel up to it at the moment. I love you, family. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.

It's 5:30am... I didn't sleep on the plane, didn't sleep for more than an hour at home. I just can't seem to let slumber take hold. Too much on my mind I guess. It's nice to be home, but it's always bittersweet to say goodbye to family.

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Beth @ Through the Eyes of the Mrs. said…
I'm so sorry about your Aunt Vita Allie. I'm sure you are emotionally exhausted. Try to get some sleep when you can.
11/28/2009 8:39 AM
Britni said…
S sorry Allie to hear about your Aunt Vita. I am so glad you were able to make that trip to see her one last time. I hope you are doing ok. I've been thinking about you guys, and wondering how you have been. I got all the boxes of clothes, than you so much!
11/28/2009 3:01 PM
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