I failed to mention that at my last appointment my blood pressure was slightly elevated. My doctor is extremely cautious so she made me give blood, urine, and do yet another 24hr urine sample. Then I had to go back in on Monday (yesterday) and have my BP taken again. Well it was slightly elevated at 133/88 (normal is under 130 and under 80). About a minute later it was a normal 121/75... good, right? Apparently not. She scheduled me for an induction next Tuesday if I don't deliver by then. What's the point of forcing a baby to come out of a perfectly healthy person a week early... there isn't one. By that point I'm pretty sure one or two more days isn't going to hurt anyone. I doubt I will last that long anyway. She's been overly cautious this entire pregnancy and she's making me all stressed out! I appreciate her being careful, but I feel fine and the baby is fine and I am determined to do this natural... just like I did with Tristan. It bothers me because if I get pitocin I don't know if I can handle it all without drugs. PLUS... I AM NOT HYPERTENSIVE!! I also wasn't diabetic, but she made me check my blood sugar twice a day for over a month. Sigh... so that's what's up with me. I go in for my normal appointment on Thursday... maybe I'll be 4cm... or better yet I will already have Brennan and I won't have to go at all.
I got a horrible phone call early this morning from someone I used to work with. A friend of mine, who was stationed in Iraq, was killed yesterday in her sleep when her trailer was hit. SGT Trista Moretti was an amazing person. She had an impact on so many lives in so many places. It's going to be tough for everyone (like me) who can't make it to Jersey to say goodbye. I've been crying off and on all damn day. It seems so unfair. I hate this war and don't agree with it, but I don't think she died in vain. She died for everyone else out there. They fight for each other, not a cause, not their government. That's what I miss about the Army. I miss my comrades. Trista was hilarious and beautiful and had this great Jersey accent. We used to play word games and gossip and eat lunch together every day. We would laugh all day long while we "worked" haha. I remember when she first got to the unit I told everyone some bitchy chick with an accent was in the...
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Hope everything works out the way you want it, but if things don't just remember that she just wants you to have the healthiest baby possible! :)