Aaaaaand BREAK

I am going to force myself to leave the house! I have been sitting around, trying to make the days go faster by grinding them into the ground with monotony. The poor kids must be so bored. I don't know where we're going, but it's going to be outside and hopefully fun. My shoulders are really tensed up from carrying Brennan in the front pack, but what can I do... maybe force Tristan to walk. HA! He just cries and whines all the time and it drives me nuts. I'm hoping once he gets out he will chill a bit. I got a few cute pics of the babies the other day in case you didn't notice.









That's pretty much all I have to say. I miss Josh. I always miss Josh. I don't miss his messes though.

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Britni said…
Hope you guys have a nice day out and about. I agree that getting out helps with keeping everyone happy! I still am bringing the girls out and talking walks daily but I can't bring the stroller anymore (pushing anything causes way too much pain at this point). It has gotten Ember used to walking longer distances. I miss our looong walk park adventures though. That is what the girls and I love to do!
Your house seems so bright and cheery with all that natural light and beautiful light wood. I Love it!
10/10/2009 10:15 AM
Haley Elizabeth said…
Those pictures are beautiful. They really capture the colors so nice.
10/15/2009 3:02 PM
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